Tuesday, August 29, 2006
I still think about you.
about how much it could have lasted
but guess there were friction.
frictions we both did not know how to hold on and clean it away.
how far we could have gone
but something was amiss
something i cant tell what it is.
something i see, something that tell me
the future will not hold on far enough
the visions ahead were blur
too much negative sides
i do miss u
i do think of how you are doing every now and then
i regret starting in the 1st place
i regret losing the friendship we had once
its all gone now
it will never be like it was before
i've lost it
now i regret it
i should not have said yes
i miss the late nite hang outs near by
the super morning breadfast we had
the lil doodles you did for me
Moo & Meow
if its fate
we will get back again, as friends tis time
but there are things you need to get to your mind
to think before you talk
do things a lil better
stop keeping things in your heart and never telling me what it is
then accuse me of not understanding you, because its not how things should be
when i said i needed the time off
i mean what i say
just give it to me
but you didn't and things got worst
blame no one but on the two of us.
the both hands we hold clap the wrong way
if only things would be slightly different
i miss the sweet sweet things you did for me
the expensive dinners you sacriface
the lil gifts with lil notes that meant alot to me
the lil dog you gave in the early wee of the morning
the time i got admited into hosipital, and you were there for me all the way
the sweet sweet flowers you got for me
best of all, none of it were roses.
always something new
but still
too much things were missing
too much loopholes
deep down
i still love you
but the future is not for us to say
the visions ahead is very blur
your mum didnt like me
so .....
I cant say much
too much to say
but
i still MISS YOU
you are the sweetest person i have ever known.
I wish the friendship was never ruin.
from tthe moment you gave me my birthday com-cards
i shouldnt have said yes
i shouldnt have
it would have been all diff
so diff"
Posted by JillySunkist at 10:40 AM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
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Monday, February 07, 2005
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Posted by JillySunkist at 8:47 PM
Thursday, January 13, 2005
and i am so freakin busy with all my school work
didnt have enough time for floorball either damnz
damn bloody busy la
ha
o well
so busy didnt even have time to write n update my blog man! o well
hehehe nvm la
school work come 1st
k when i am free will update again!
not forgetting
look out for my website
it will be found on my blog
the link la! muahaha
see ya ard!
Posted by JillySunkist at 6:35 AM
Tuesday, December 14, 2004
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Tuesday, December 07, 2004
to sony ericisson k700i
muahaha its a damn good phone with everything... once got any prob will tell u
hahaha
later peeps
o and Eizati.. will add u soon hahaa
Posted by JillySunkist at 5:57 PM
Thursday, November 25, 2004
well got a new job
so glad
so much happier
n glad i have a new job. its so much better then my previous job
heee
ah didnt really quit from carlton hotel though
hehe so dead
well now currently workin at wild wild wet
yeah its really fun working there
i can get wet and have fun at the same time
not forgeting a new tan! haha some more free
lucky best play at wild wild wet for free some more
awesome sia haha
cool
its really fun being there so glad they finally call me!!
tml will be my 4th day there
gonna work there for long
ha
o well school gonna start soon
(sian) and happy at the same time
ha
cool man!!
new lessons and stuff
later dudes
Posted by JillySunkist at 7:07 AM
Friday, November 19, 2004
well kinda bored! hmmmm nothin much interesting though! ha
met up with usha and nikki yesterday!
finally after dunno how long
nothin much again
did some catchin up with them!
goin Bbq tonight for Campdesign gathering... anubis , aker and cronus! see u guys sooN!
update by Jill
20/11/2004
14:05
Posted by JillySunkist at 10:01 PM
Sunday, November 14, 2004
well guess what
i didnt extract any extra teeth/tooth
but i got my braces on already!!
haha
well well
its baby blue in colour!!!
o ya not forgeting
selamat hari Raya to All!!
MisSed toner
Posted by JillySunkist at 1:34 AM
Thursday, November 11, 2004
well... hope u guys had one hell of a great time over there!! haha....
check out the website
www.campdesign.tk
if u forget the website!! haha
i might upload the pics on my blog sometime soon too!! haha...
will update more soon!!
LoVe the camp man!!
7th november a day to remember toO!! haha
oo cant wait for sat...
gonna pluck my teeth out for my braces... man!!
cant wait
no pain no gain!yeah! haha
Jill
Posted by JillySunkist at 4:40 AM
Friday, November 05, 2004
well yesterday and today is a wet,cold and nice weather !! BUT!!
i am dying to tan
and i always got cheated by the weather in the morning KNN
went to wild wild wet AGAIn but this time i nv pay any thing ok
haha
cos my friends they got free tix so ya
haha go la what the heck haha
went with my IMD mates haha
ok la not bad
quite fun haha
we were busy chit chatting and did ding dong stuff there haha
sadly only 5 people go haha
fuck la
freezing cold la
hahaa
then met Ed in the evenin haha
at a great time haha
it was fun
haha
then met johnathan in the late night
this time we had transport ok
and talk
then today, went to sentosa, ha
supposing to tan but the fuckin could seems to be following me where i go
but the freakin wind was freakin windy so nice!!
love the weather there
haha
but ah today i dun think i was myself
i kinda quiet today man
ha
weird
must be because of yesterday
after i met johnathan for supper and stuff that he told me
dun tell u what happen
ha
kaoz tday really damn cold also la
hmmm funny
1st time go there really no mood for anything but to chill only
ha
but some thing cheer my day
cos after sentosa
we went to town
cos keane and double m had some briefing for tml moive premie( paiseh wrong spelling) for " THE inCReDiBLe"
then as i was waiting for them i was looking for nice shorts to buy
tHEN
O MG
never knowing that will haven happen
some guy came up to me and ask me if i was japenese or if i was singaporean
I dun look like singaporean meh!!! aiyo then he told me he has a modeling company or workin there la
then they do advertisment for roxy and beach wear n posters n ask if i was interested
GOSH
interesting le
1st time i get pick up from the streets to ask if i was interested to be a model for some ad... fookin cool
but i have to take cautious of cos gonna bring keane and dble m to go with me
JUSt in case la
haha
but to make it sound so not that bad the office is at TAkashimaya, hmmm i hope is some kkind of well known company i am goin into!! o well
ha that so call made my day la
then hmm i was in shock due to that
cos i though its just some another weird fellow trying to pick me uph
hmmm what an interesting encounter today! haha
ooo before i went to sentosa ha i went to a briefing for this mon - wed camp for the sec 3s from all over sing sch !! well maybe they only choose 16 schs
we need more helpers from design Plss haha
cant wait for that camp to start haha
at least better then goin to that SU fun camp!! kNn go there as participant i rather go there as Helper i
think helper maybe more stress but more fun too hehe
ok thats about it
update u soon more after i come back from my camp or so on... good luck to me about that model thingy man!
Posted by JillySunkist at 8:43 AM
Tuesday, November 02, 2004
haha last nite... evening i mean !! haha met up with angel to study heheh feel damn bad
cause i couldnt help her with her a maths haha
i was busy thinkin about my storytelling sub paper! haha
o well
after tht we got alittle bit sick of study and decide to take a break!
haha
ok maybe not a break.. we decided to do some stupid stuff before we went home
haha
we took pics ... k that doesnt sound stupid haha
well we took pics in side the neoprint machine haha... super budget neoprint sticks man!! haha
then we went to the shoe shop and take pics with the shoes as our back ground haha
we were so worry that we will get caught by taking pics in their shop so we quickly ran out haha
we wanted to take in a bra shop haha but couldnt haha fookin funny
man we were so stress man!! haha
then we took pics by the plants n stuff too !! damn retarded la haha
haha then todaY!! hmmm its detntal Day!! haha
damns... i was so freaking nervous when i got to the doc... he numb my right side of my mouth!! now i super cant talk!! hmmm haha the dentist today quiet ding dong haha.. must be too stress with other paitents haha
well he was busy laughin at me today cos i was so freakin nervous i couldnt stop talkin!! hehe... gosh!! haha so paiseh!! haha
kk i think i asked him alot of stupid question haha
he pull my teeth out n it DIDNT HURT!! haha
now i am like droolin like mad!! k it still doesnt hurt but i have to like go to the toilet like every few mins o my gosh!! haha
any way
the good new is tht i dun have to pull 4 teeth out!! YEAH haha
two for now... itsnt fine next yr then i have to pull out another 2 more haha
well for now thts a good plan!! haha
damns then today he put in the seperater! haha well feels damn weird now very uncomfortable only!! haha... o well
NO PAIN NO GAIN!! haha
k.. update soon again!!
Posted by JillySunkist at 8:09 PM
Monday, November 01, 2004
hey hey!!!
haha... man today is a blast man!! its Double M bday!! haaaa so fun... haha then i got my hair cut!!! haha So nice!! for the 1st time i cut my hair w/o any regrets haha this rock! haaa... cOol man... hehe well in the morning today went to school for consultation for my sub paper! well its when well!! hehe... k la can pass i guess haha i hope la! then went to cut n dye my hair hehehe.... ( take a look at P I C T U R E S ----> the link over there!!) haha... well... tout it was nice man!! haha loved it... then meet up with dbl m n keane for his bday celebration!! haha... dior came too... food wasnt as delicious as the past food i ate... at marina bay!! well... later on we went to BQ ( boat Quey) chocolate Bar to drink... haha jEremmy became drunk haha... due to our sabo!! haha... welll while me n keane stay alive ahahaha.... n we made friend with the supervisor there haha... future events he will invite us !! haha cool man! haha i hope he calls haha... wasnt very crowded ( like duh today is only the monday nite, DUHhHHh) haha then got some fat girls dancin on the dance floor to R n b n some So call Techno ( SO CALL I SAID) any way... we dedicated the songs back to R n b n reagge!! haha... dots can u imagine... ah lians dancing to E n b .,..... EEEEeEe ... ya thats what i saw there man!! suPer dots la!!! then later some hot malay gal dance on the dance floor whewww... nose bleed she dance really well man!! haha but she was with the Muds n she a bit Mina but she damn pretty la haha,.... then we dance abit more.... drank abt 10 to 11 cups for free flow of alcohol!! haha... i was only SLIGHTLY High!! haha.. cos i only drank abt wad... 7 to 8 glasses haha
Then talk to Two Southern British africain guys!! haha Sia la they r international RuPby Players man! so cOOl ( paiseh Rupby spell wrong ) hahaa they were really nice!! haha my link also got their pics !! haha
yeah then we took cab home... there also got our pic!! haha... well it was a total blast man!! haha
Thats all foLks... haha.. update u guys more soon!
remember to check to PICs!!!
Posted by JillySunkist at 11:35 AM
Sunday, October 31, 2004
hey hey hey!! man pass few days been kinda boring man!! haha today print some t-shirts haha damn chio i do on my own le!! hahaa damn nice... will upload the pic on my blog later haha.... well been doing my freakin stote man! damns sianz haha... Oooo scary man... wed gonna pull out my teeth!! aarrghhh ma ma hahaha kk will let u guys know more stuff on my next blog! ha later!!!
Posted by JillySunkist at 8:23 AM
Friday, October 29, 2004
fred brought his friend along... haha... this guy call martin... haa... we all just simply love to pick on him cos he is now currently takin his o level.. haha.... funny... remind me of myself.. everytime i meet my friends who were already in poly or done with o levels.. use to disturb me like tht way.. haha now i am doing that to someone else.. haha so fun..
They had two Bbq in a row.. haha 1st nite n 2nd nite... i missed the 2nd one which includes the surprise party for Gq... haa... o well nvm i still got the eat the peach cheese caake.. hehe yummy !! so nice.. i wan more.. yummmyyy muahaha... well whoa.. its quite happenening sia.. haha... i had other friends who were having chalet.. haha the imd yr 2 were havin chalet... IAd were having their chalet on our last nite and my friend rudi had his chalet too.. whoa.. thats hell lots of friend of mine.. ooo double m also had his friend chalet.. dots.. tis week is the chalet week for almost every one man!! haha
well i didnt sleep for the past two nites at the chalet.. haha we had nite walks ... and the guys were playin the guitar as we walk n some of us sang n go insane haha.. it was raining yet we still had our fun.. well it was not a bad chalet after all.. haha... o we had wine too and alcohol.. ha although it was only a little bit ( alcohol i mean ) haha and WIne tht we had for the whole bottle.. me in Rudi la haha... the 1st nite was kinda more happening the the second... well... second one was ok la... no complains still haha
as i was at the chalet i was busy thinkin abt my sub paper!! haha.. damns man... i have to hand it up next thur.. kao fast sia!! aarrgghh.. i hope i pass the sub paper man.. for freakin stote of cos.. ha
anyway on wed i went to dental for my freakin braces... feeling nervous for nothin i didnt extract me two teeth ( HENG AH) haha... well only had my x ray n study model thingy haha... the stdy model thingy was fun.. haha it taste like gum ..mint flava... haha.. nice man!! haha... well gonna extract my teeth this coming wed. aarrghh scary.. haha but i cant wait to put on my braces haha well gonna suffer though but i dun mind haha... so exciting le!! haha.. after my braces are done i will perfect teeth!! wee pee.. well .. no pain no gain i guess haha
then today friday nothin much la
keane just came over and we stdy ! haha.. i mean he stdy while i did my research on my sub paper! haha... n went out to get present for u know who! haha... dots so poor la if i got friends bday everyday man! ha...
then came back i try to print t-shirts!! dots a few failure one!! haha... then i got better haha... look funny though !! haha will wear it out one day JUst for fun though! ha
kk now its like 6 am haha.. still haven sleep.. haha gonna be in sch tml by noon to help martin with his o levels n with floorball locker dots!! haha... gonna bring my lappy there haha.. n of cos just to do my pro la... then gonna meet sweets(ed) n eman to get the grafs!haa.. so exciting cant wait to start on my new pro... (only i know wad i talkin abt ) haha will tell u abt it or something ) haha
cant wait for the coming events too.. haha wad a happening hols man!! so exciting haha
kk nites... no mornin gonna sleep n wake at 10 hehe.. buaiz...
see ya ard
Posted by JillySunkist at 2:33 PM
Saturday, October 23, 2004
hehe
Posted by JillySunkist at 8:19 PM
my sch party... HaLloween party its like freakin fun! haha... the people were Wild n Nice man!!
it was at ahola Chalet at changi ! hehe ... fun sia!! haha
well got lots of pic to upload on my blog! ha enjoy the pics People!! hehe
the three freaky pple lolx
ooo captain jack sparrow n more haha cool
mr gothic ( so caLL) n Ms Hantu hehehe
"hot Babe" n me hehe so nice
Hantu on the bed hehe
my master piece hehehe
haha cool right ?? haha i hope u enjoy the pics hehe
man!! hehehe
hope to go to another happening paRrty aGain!! wOOHhooo
Posted by JillySunkist at 4:09 AM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
is this some kind of sign ??
sigh sigh !!
why why!!
no fate means no fate!!
well.. looks like life still have to go on... lucky i am still single.
haiz
Bad news come n go
1 part of the song lyrics from Dashboard COnfessional - hands down
My hopes are so high
that your kiss might kill me
so wont you kill me,
so i die happy
my heart is yours to fill or burst,
or break or bury
which ever u prefer
Posted by JillySunkist at 1:21 AM
Monday, October 11, 2004
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Saturday, October 09, 2004
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Wednesday, October 06, 2004
Posted by JillySunkist at 5:12 AM
u know wad? my new laptop!! weeee heee hahaha awesome man! haha finally i got me laptop haha so freaking happy
hehe kk i wan go make me website haha later dude!!
Posted by JillySunkist at 5:10 AM
Thursday, September 30, 2004
gonna spent quality time with my pa pa!! haha... kk thts all i wanna updated! ha...
o one more thing... i am SICK! sigh! but dunno why still so energetic HA!
Posted by JillySunkist at 1:32 AM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Posted by JillySunkist at 10:04 AM
been really busy with me projects n stuf, not forgetting all my Floorball iVP match! haha... so Busy man! Dots! haha... wEll flOOR ball is only two months old n i am proud we did well n was able to get a placin in IVp.. good Job PEeps.. so Proud of Tp WoLves haha..kk back to me PrOjects! haha... EnJoy the PIcs! haha
Posted by JillySunkist at 10:02 AM
Friday, September 10, 2004
cHio RigHt haaaaaaa
sOft waRe Used wEre photosHop
ha
Posted by JillySunkist at 1:01 PM
it was a damn bloody good game lor
haha so proud of my sch team..
both girls n guys! haha
For girls score " draw 1 - 1
haha damns lor
all the score Sp is damn LUCk...
ahha their score was a freakin reflected hit
hahaa
o well
then for the guys was 4 - 0
of cos Rp 0 la
haaaa
we at the benches.. cheerin like mad... damn funny ahha
today TP is damn HAo Lian
haha
PEiTahan...
cant wait for the next match
haha....
HAHAAa
lOlz
Posted by JillySunkist at 11:57 AM
Thursday, September 09, 2004
Posted by JillySunkist at 9:31 PM
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
been rather busy these few days i got like so much stuff to do... kaoz monday to friday every day also go home later sia
monday wed and friday floor ball training , tueday night class and thursay got Su meEtin kaozz! aarrghhh so stress sia ! haha o well ! haha hmmm
wad else
ah... got alot of project too haha
damn it stress but havin a great time too
well this friday got a match with tp n sp in sch.. haha
then my IVP competition is next week aarrghhh good luck to me haha
scary...
7th sept tp vs smu
10 sept tp vs sp
15 sept tp vs nyp
GOOD LUCK TO ME n All the rest in floor ball
Posted by JillySunkist at 8:45 PM
Saturday, August 21, 2004
been writin for a very long time hhaa.a..
went to sentosa to chill today haha... didnt sleep from last nite till now... as in from sentosa afternoon to now .. o well ... haha.. took alot of pics haha... let me show it off man! haha... cOol cOOl eNjOy
Ugly me n hot sha
Muai BEaUtiful sUN seT ha
Hot Sha n Yanmei! haha
k there were more.. but dun wan to show .. haha malu!!
Posted by JillySunkist at 4:33 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Posted by JillySunkist at 8:37 PM
Sunday, August 08, 2004
i am not currently over at a friends place
doing my project but sadly!!!
the computer keep hanging up on me i am so goin to kill me self
looks like i have no choice but to use the com when i go back to sch on tuesday or either
wednesday aarrghh
this so sucks ah damn it! haiz sad sad sad!
got so much things to do stress ah!
Posted by JillySunkist at 11:58 AM
Sunday, August 01, 2004
Hahaa...
Aiyo yo!! whY ah whY ah!!
haha
i am sTreSs but havin fuN at the same time! haha coOl Huh Haha
kk
i think i got new pics to show
haha
seem them if u wan! haha
hhaa such a playboy bUnny Freak
haha i think its damn cute lor
ahhaaa
O o n sOme New pic with my new Classmate n Sch mate haaa
eNjoy the Pic
me n Edely
stanely n Muaiz
Eman my good friend ha
aNother good friend of mine haha
faridah n Jade
haha
Dun aSk haha
i also wonder why
all my friends are mostly malay haha
coOl huh!! haha
Posted by JillySunkist at 10:13 AM
Friday, July 16, 2004
Its been a very long time since i last wrote in my last entry! haha.... well... been busy with sch work n stuf.. sch is great.. sch has been fun.. meet all sort of friends n sch mates... n teachers... learn alot of stuff... which i expected... admirers also increasin! haha.. kiddin la! haha well i Join a Cca haha n i took up flOorball.. haha surprisingly i am gonna represent my sch with another 5 girls for the comin sept competition haha.. cant wait... would really love to be in the school team... it will be so awesome..!! hahaa Damnz Design sch really rocks my world even it can be a pain in the ass when it comes to project but its fine to me! haha.... damn tired.. haha
here are some latest pics of some up date!
Took this pics at FOC ( freshman Orientation camp ) OutIng at sentosa! haha... enjoy the pics !
chEck Out the Pics at this wEeb site aIn tht gOod
Ken and me
E chIj tYpical pOSt
Me and MeLly
Posted by JillySunkist at 10:25 AM
Saturday, June 12, 2004
11 june 2004
Grp Piz!!
me n me sister ber ber!! haha
brother Fracture n MUaiz!! haha
ber ber , bird , me n lex!
Posted by JillySunkist at 11:56 AM
sumsung X430... haha coOl huh!
Posted by JillySunkist at 11:56 AM
i met many sweet pple! haha... well i had a blast over there....
the GL n Fa wEre REally nice toO! sPEcially my grp PUTUs!! ahhaa....
Hey Its Nice knowin all u GUys man!! MuaCks to all!! lOVe ya All toO!!