Tuesday, August 29, 2006
"a note from me to you
I still think about you.
about how much it could have lasted
but guess there were friction.
frictions we both did not know how to hold on and clean it away.
how far we could have gone
but something was amiss
something i cant tell what it is.
something i see, something that tell me
the future will not hold on far enough
the visions ahead were blur
too much negative sides
i do miss u
i do think of how you are doing every now and then
i regret starting in the 1st place
i regret losing the friendship we had once
its all gone now
it will never be like it was before
i've lost it
now i regret it
i should not have said yes
i miss the late nite hang outs near by
the super morning breadfast we had
the lil doodles you did for me
Moo & Meow
if its fate
we will get back again, as friends tis time
but there are things you need to get to your mind
to think before you talk
do things a lil better
stop keeping things in your heart and never telling me what it is
then accuse me of not understanding you, because its not how things should be
when i said i needed the time off
i mean what i say
just give it to me
but you didn't and things got worst
blame no one but on the two of us.
the both hands we hold clap the wrong way
if only things would be slightly different
i miss the sweet sweet things you did for me
the expensive dinners you sacriface
the lil gifts with lil notes that meant alot to me
the lil dog you gave in the early wee of the morning
the time i got admited into hosipital, and you were there for me all the way
the sweet sweet flowers you got for me
best of all, none of it were roses.
always something new
but still
too much things were missing
too much loopholes
deep down
i still love you
but the future is not for us to say
the visions ahead is very blur
your mum didnt like me
so .....
I cant say much
too much to say
but
i still MISS YOU
you are the sweetest person i have ever known.
I wish the friendship was never ruin.
from tthe moment you gave me my birthday com-cards
i shouldnt have said yes
i shouldnt have
it would have been all diff
so diff"
Posted by JillySunkist at 10:40 AM